Super Hexagon: The Videogame That Haunts Me

When I think of Super Hexagon, a peculiar image comes to mind - an interest rate graph from my bank in a nice plastic folder, waiting to be filled out as part of a loan application. This is not just a random association; it's a reflection of the game's unique ability to evoke feelings of anxiety and helplessness.

In this video, we get to witness JTexted beating Super Hexagon from start to finish, a feat that I can only imagine requires immense skill and focus. But what struck me as I watched was how eerily familiar the experience felt. As someone who has spent countless hours playing the game, I know firsthand how it can consume your thoughts and emotions.

My fascination with Super Hexagon began almost three years ago when I wrote a zine about the game. At the time, I was still learning to articulate my thoughts on videogame criticism, but even then, I was drawn to the way Super Hexagon challenged my perceptions of control and agency. The more I played, the more I realized that this game was not just about dodging obstacles; it was a metaphor for the uncertainty and chaos that we often face in life.

Since then, I've spent many sleepless nights grappling with these ideas, trying to make sense of them, only to wake up the next day and forget all about it. But why write about a game that's been out for five years? Honestly, I don't know. Perhaps it's because I'm still trying to understand its essence - this elusive quality that sets Super Hexagon apart from other games.

In this essay, I'll attempt to capture the essence of Super Hexagon, but be warned: it may not be a successful effort. If you're interested in supporting my work, consider purchasing the Deluxe Edition of Super Hexagon, which is now available.

Super hexagon youtube